hey tookers.. this is renee here.. dionne's password is babyhammeys... AHAHAHA.. this is like dionne.. AND I"M LAME.. SO I"M PRETENDING I"M RENEE.. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. SO FUNNY..

i dont think anyone can really understand the bitterness that is kept inside me.so many trainings and stuff and this is what i get is an explanation and "sorry you are out".i dont mind not being in the main team but then thinking of all the greulling trainings that i have been through and that all my holidays are burnt make me want to kill myself .arg..............whats with all the dragging when you already know that you are not going to select me in the team.oh well she did not even have the courtesy to talk to me personally and stuff.i cried when the results were out .i was really devastated and i think i cried till my eyes nearly pop out.i think the tears collected can make up a mini swimmimg pool.and jillian kept on saying that i wanted to join micro mouse and that made me cheer up a little. i think everyone has their ups and downs in life.oh well i will take this as a stepping stone in life and try my best in whatever i do. the world is unfair.the rich get richer and the poor get poorer.i think i may be quitting netball and go to tennis .i do hope i make a wise choice.my heart feels like it has been shattered into a million pieces and it is very diificult to pick them up one by one .i guess life's like that.sometimes i feel like a bear left alone on a shelf and hoping that some kind soul will pick me up.oh well,yesterday went to dory's party.i like her house it was really big and kinda look like a musem.so history like. i clicked really well with doralynn's sister and doralynn said that i am some childish person.we played ball and dory kept on falling when rachel and elizabeth came she said that they were her jinx.you should have seen her she was like flying here and there can.doralynn's dog does not like elizabeth hence,she is suppose to run around naked because i had a bet with her that the dog would not like her.and elizabeth it is you who keeps on hitting my'you know what ok"you started it first.and then when i was eating dory dragged me out and showed me something she said that the thing that was wrapped in newspaper was a hamster so i took out the newspaper and inside a box was all worms .i was dammed freaked out and squealed really loudly.rachel,dory and my stupid cousin was laughing.i think that they are weird and they derieve pleasure from disturbing me.such tookers!!!!!! the 'c' division won the match against green ville good job tookers!!!!it was 13-30.it was damn cool.me and christabel helped in the timing and taking down points stuff.we felt kinda weird actually but we still had fun watching the match.i think the next time i go,i will make poms poms and wave them franticAlly in the air like we just dont care.before i go just wanna thank those who comforted me when i was down:jillian(i dont want to join micro mouse),charmaine thanks for the hug, renee i cried after you told me not to be sad,dory the one that asked me not to give up,janice the one that ask me to relax,elizabeth thanks for comforting me and thanks for the soya bean treat.really sweet of you,suanny thanks for consuelling me and standing up for me and i know your secret.haha.valerie thanks for being so retarded .diane thanks for hugging me again and again and janice(my dotter) thanks a lot too.julia who told me i was strong,shi yun and rachel(my kind of best friend, haha) abby and lauren carolynn and annabelle thanks too i felt much better.thanks yan yi my bestest daddie,ashley ,su ,jenny and ruth.thank you everyone.to all netballers :all the best i whatever you do and shine for the lord .i will support you all the way!!:)

oh yes tomorrow is cca fare but then again i have some prefects duties.so i will take care of my class and then run to the netball station.my dad bought me a pink creative mp3 player and i am so happy about it but i am still trying to figure out like how to download the songs.anyway my teacher is ms wong ,she is quite nice and my class calls her edna mode because she is kinda short.i sudddenly feel so tall when i stand next to her.and ya my ever naggy mummy commented that my dad is spoiling me and then he should not spend so much money when other people in the world are suffering.*sign*maybe she is just jealous.haha.oh yar and the class that i took for orientation was 1b2 and i am so proud of them because they won 4 prizes.the most enthusiastic award,2nd for cheer competition,3rd for the telematch and 4th for overall.in the beginning they did not even want to open up their mouths but on the 2nd day when the cheer that i led had a lot of jumping they warmed up and became enthusiastic.anyway it is all thanks to lauren,carolynn and sherilyn 4 their hardwork. i have given my clique a new name which is the abalonies.i am the sexy mama abalonie,valerie is the dancing queen abalonie,suann is the snow white abalonie,nicole is the ang mor abalonie and renee act tall abalonie.my partner now is dooker elizabeth and before she can get to her seat she must 1st say the password :dionne is so pretty,but she always dont domit one lor and use underhand means and unscrupolous ways to get in .like carrying my chair, tickling me and stuff .she is also very corrupted and everytime pollute my innocent mind.haha ok i am just joking.today after prefects meeting went to mac donalds again fer macdonalds(3rd time in the week liao i think i put on 3kg.ar....)after eating with her right we walked to the bustop together and then i opened her wallet and saw this toot picture of her with her thick spectacles.then i took one and actually wanted to hide it from her but then she kept on wanting it back and at last she missed her bus.good 4 her.then right she asked me to take out my shoes,empty my pocket to get back the stupid photograph.she could not find it then she confinscated my stupid wormy face ez link card.then came my bus and i missed it lar all because of that yoda renee.in the end she begged me with her serious tone and the nice me gave in and returned it to her.BUT RENEE I WILL NEVER GIVE UP AND STEAL IT WHEN YOUR WALLET IS UNATTENDED HAHA TOOKERS.and then i will place it on my blog and everyone will see it and renee stop threatening me with my picture ok...anyway jillian is still singing the stupid kowloon hong kong song i think that she thinks that hong kong is her 2nd hometown.jillian ar jillian got country identification crisis .and she is damn evil hearted and always throwing pop corn on the floor and taking cups with more drinks .so disappointed in her.sign....and i dont put words in your mouth ok acting sheep in the wolf skin guy.....(i bet she will box me after reading this)!!!

oh man school is starting soon ....and that means i will need to work extra hard because is streaming next year. i really need to buck up for maths if not my dream to be in 3a1 will be shattered.my greatest person i fear at the present moment is coach.i dun noe why but i am really scared of her.i think i must bring a whole box of tissue on selection day because i will definitely cry my eyes out.i think it is so fortunate to be an all rounder..i am kinda tied down with the prefect's meeting and stuff .i will need to reach school on like 6.30 because of the orientation.i have a feeling that one day i will just collaspe on the floor and blackout.one good point about school reopening is that i will be able to shed some kilos.i think i am getting fat.i have put on 0.5kg already and thats bad.i am having an anti white spots campaign and i am going to destroy all the white spots on my face before febuary.haha.i really regret cutting my hair arggg........my hair is so curly now like goldilocks.well,janice cut her hair and she looks more like a little tomato.i like clare's and christabel's hair it is so layered and nice.i will never cut my hair again ever....my mother is forever nagging i know is for the good of me sometimes but i feel that it is kinda irritating. she says that i like to act cool seriously i think she gets mixed up with another adjective...and she like to take out the cane and swing it in front of my face when i talk too long on the phone.my mum also thinks that i dont dare to talk to boys and look directly at their faces...i think my mum is freaky.what she want me to do look at at the boys until my eyes drop out is it.,y mum is also worried that she is fat and she will also ask my dad"dear,do you think i am fat" and then my dad will just say"no la no la"because he wants to read the newspaper.i have no idea what is the truth maybe my dad thinks she is fat.haha.but actually my mum is not really fat. i think she is kinda pretty. i want her fair skin man.my grandmama is another one everyday call me chou ya tou.and she is very very vain and acts like a tai tai.(but seriously she is pretty)ask her go downstairs with me to buy something at the supermarket ...she will go and put makeup and stuff.ai yo i finsh buying she also havent finish making up.like mother like daugter my mum and grandma both the same.i also vain but i dont put make up.i think the most precious thing to me is my hair.i think that is my nicest feature and i kinda like my legs.my aunty says that short people donot have long legs.she also says that i am too dark that she can only see my teeth glowing in the dark at night...anyway jillian is addicted to the kowloon hong kong song.always singing it over the phone.thanks everyone for the christmas presents you have given me it was really very sweet of you all.

oh man school is starting soon ....and that means i will need to work extra hard because is streaming next year. i really need to buck up for maths if not my dream to be in 3a1 will be shattered.my greatest person i fear at the present moment is coach.i dun noe why but i am really scared of her.i think i must bring a whole box of tissue on selection day because i will definitely cry my eyes out.i think it is so fortunate to be an all rounder..i am kinda tied down with the prefect's meeting and stuff .i will need to reach school on like 6.30 because of the orientation.i have a feeling that one day i will just collaspe on the floor and blackout.one good point about school reopening is that i will be able to shed some kilos.i think i am getting fat.i have put on 0.5kg already and thats bad.i am having an anti white spots campaign and i am going to destroy all the white spots on my face before febuary.haha.i really regret cutting my hair arggg........my hair is so curly now like goldilocks.well,janice cut her hair and she looks more like a little tomato.i like clare's and christabel's hair it is so layered and nice.i will never cut my hair again ever....my mother is forever nagging i know is for the good of me sometimes but i feel that it is kinda irritating. she says that i like to act cool seriously i think she gets mixed up with another adjective...and she like to take out the cane and swing it in front of my face when i talk too long on the phone.my mum also thinks that i dont dare to talk to boys and look directly at their faces...i think my mum is freaky.what she want me to do look at at the boys until my eyes drop out is it.,y mum is also worried that she is fat and she will also ask my dad"dear,do you think i am fat" and then my dad will just say"no la no la"because he wants to read the newspaper.i have no idea what is the truth maybe my dad thinks she is fat.haha.but actually my mum is not really fat. i think she is kinda pretty. i want her fair skin man.my grandmama is another one everyday call me chou ya tou.and she is very very vain and acts like a tai tai.(but seriously she is pretty)ask her go downstairs with me to buy something at the supermarket ...she will go and put makeup and stuff.ai yo i finsh buying she also havent finish making up.like mother like daugter my mum and grandma both the same.i also vain but i dont put make up.i think the most precious thing to me is my hair.i think that is my nicest feature and i kinda like my legs.my aunty says that short people donot have long legs.she also says that i am too dark that she can only see my teeth glowing in the dark at night...anyway jillian is addicted to the kowloon hong kong song.always singing it over the phone.thanks everyone for the christmas presents you have given me it was really very sweet of you all.