SUMMER HOLIDAYS.

♥ Sunday, April 16, 2006 10:25 PM

hm...i am currently feeling super confused now...the things that happened over the weekends are like running through my head....i dont have the answers to my questions and i am feeling super cheesed off with two people....i see one of them every sunday and i have this grudge against him...i guess he did something that made a great impact in my life.he made me fear and make me feel insecure easily....he also made me dislike people that i really love at one point of time...he caused me to cry and belittled me thinking that he knows everything...he insulted someone that i hold really close to my heart and this is what i abhore him for...most importantly he taught me how to hate and now i guess whatever he taught me is working against him...for the second person...i am neutral against her but its just that i kinda lost this trust between the both of us...i have been thinking hard and i guess somethings just dont work out the way you want things to be and the person you love most can be the one who hurts you super deeply...when love turns into hate,it can be really bad...i have not been in love many times but i guess the wound that was made cannot be healed that easily and i guess it takes time for that to happen...i feel cheated and lost apart ...to that person who i really hold a grudge to i just want to let you know that i tried to forgive but you have disgusted me far too much..

you broke my heart
and i am left to pick up the pieces

♥ Saturday, April 15, 2006 2:20 AM

hail the money and rain goddess

aha..i am back again by popular demand..so today was good friday...i was like telling renee,sherrie lauren and charmaine seow that it would definitely rain..no one believed me..no one there were like hahaahaha as though rain drops contain jokes inside..and guess what?aha it rained cats and dogs..hamsters birds...(i am so funny).so far i havent found money but soon i will...today desmond and charms came to my church for the good friday service...i was confused and lost because i didnt know what songs they were singing..then throughout the service everyone suddenly turned into frosty the snowman..so sudden and the pastor became father santa claus and the choir became the angles or angels...i cant differentiate the two..why is that so because the whole room was freaking cold....and jillian had to take my sweater so i borrowed from shalom wh soon became an ice cubey..desmond was like super hungry and like we all flew to draw money then to the hawker centre...we ate and like crapped all the way...

names spelt wrongly
desmond spelt my friends name christabel as crystal bell...like what the hell..whats with the crystalisation can..so i said that sometimes i spell his name as demond instead of desmond when i am in a rush..and he said there wasnt a link...hm...we were talking about being rabis,window cleaners and so on...it was fun la and i enjoyed the conversations and all..we walked in the rain though and i think jillian may fall sick soon..she has a weak constitute..

disturbing ur family can be so much fun get ur family pack today while stocks lasts
i just love disturbing my family....lets start with my 1) grandfather aka(gong gong or gongs for short)...as u all know i love switching all the lights whenever he is bathing..and here is another act that annoys him...my grandfather is kinda deaf so he talks really loudly..or rather shouts..so when he talks to his friend on the phone the whole house shakes....then one day as bored as i always am...i picked up the other phone and said these 3 words "BABY SEAL BEAN" and hurry puy down thr phone because I was looking through my mighty beans collection... THEN GONGS WAS CONFUSED and kept on repeating himself like"hello hello because he thought the phone had a problem..ahaha next i used a piece of paper and rubbed it on the speaker thus creating a sizzling sound..this time he shouted louder"hello hello"thinking that the line was almost cut off...my grandma shouted and asked him to shut up...hiaz.......this is funny

2)grandmother(aka pops or popsicals)
she snores like a cow...so i will pinch her nose when she is sleeping so that she cant snore...then i hurry let go and ran back to my bed...another time..when she was praying because she was keeling down i went to hit her butt..she nearly slapped me..that was quite mean but funny
oh and did i mention she didnt allow me to use her cosmetics so when she wasnt around i went to use her black eye liner,eye shadow and lipstick and ended up looking likea ghost

3)mother
i jabbed her eyeballs when she say asleep and this time i really got slapped...it was satisfying though..

4)brother
i accidentally stepped on his face when he was asleep..note the accident..i was blur in the morning

thats the end of my entry super tired gotta go...have fun jabbing the eyeballs of ur family members and getting a slap in return...

ps.charms cheer up k...i will always be there for u...anyway the truth is out so blah is innocent..and janice yue milkmaid..bette sleep more and get well soon...jillian stop being fahan's girlfriend la..

you are beautiful beyond description
too marvellous for words
hold me in ur arms never let me go
i wanna spend eternity with you

♥ Monday, April 10, 2006 7:39 PM

Evidence of a money Goddess
ok so my blog is super screwed up...i just came back from camp like 3 days ago..havent the mood to blog...anyways here is another example that i am the money godess....DURING CAMP I PICKED UP LIKE TWENTY CENTS ON THE FREAKING FLOOR...not ten but 20!!last time was a 5 CENT then a dollar and now twenty cents...i am rich...my mum is like u know how difficult it is to pick up money from the floor...but like NO! i pick up money so often that i think that i may like set up a new occupation called nickle spotter.. i was like stoning at a side..then i saw a ten cent coin and i was like HALLELUJIA! i picked up 10 cents then after that i saw another 10 cent next to it..i think they are couples...whao this is super cool....

Sponsers
i seriously desperately need like sponsers of whitening cream to sponser me...i am getting so tan that hardly anyone can see me....i think after OBS everyone will start knocking into me and like saying omg dionne i thought u were the tree bark or something....whao during the camp i was like squeezing the hell out of my sun block...until my instructor called me the sun block girl...i think when i grow up i will marry the banana boat man...i think bathing in a pool of sun block is no problem for me...it will be like a daily routine...

CAMP ROCKS PEBBLES STONES AND FOSSILIES(get the pun)
lets talk about camp...i enjoyed myself so much to the extent that i cried on the last day...its like super duper enjoyable...there was this instructor called celeste...whoo...her legs are so hot and tonned...we dont need a campfire we just have to put her in the middle of the camp fire place and start singing the camp fire song because she is like as hot as fire....sherrie and i are mesmerized by her legs....put me in the middle of the whole camp fire everyone would be wondering what the freak is a stupid old tree doing there...anyways we were called moonstones aka mental blockers...thats because we are oh so pretty that u keep on looking at us and ur mind gets blanked and super blocked...i did like the flying fox thinggy,and kayaking on the first day...kayaking rocks but it was only for a while....then we had to wash up...ha that was fun...but the kayaks we like so heavy...the ratio of like the kayaks to the people carrying it is like....1:7
but like desmond could carry one himself..thats super crazy and strong..nikkole was good at that too....seriously speaking i wanna see how it looks when everyone flys during the belaying process...i think it would be so cute and i will laugh till i wet my pants..

(helmets and flying belayers)
anyways the helmets are like super smelly..i had to wash my hair 4 times...to get rid of that smell...the shampoo company can like just worship me now...SPONSERS HINT AGAIN...i was like annoying sherrie with that stupid centiped at the corner at the cubicle..i mean it was oblivious to the two of us and sherrie was like using the water to wash it to my side...then we were like commenting about the shapes the stupid worm was turning into...and sherrie kinda saw me unclothed she did it on purpose....she was like oh i dropped something and then turned back and like ah!! i saw ur chests...we kinda bathed together BUT clothed because we didnt have time..i think desmond heard that and was grossed out..he hears all kinds of stuff

camp fire
camp fire was cool...actually the heat was hot(get it?)we did the pokemon song AGAIN!forever can...all the perfomances were quite good and interesting...we didnt win but living in a world of self denial we won...after that i went to find my bestest friend in the whole world Jillian..in the end we ended up looking at celeste legs and jillian finally gave up fraddy and decided that timothy was hottest of the hottest dudes.....then we all had to sleep and i kinda lied to desmond that i had to go to the toilet but i actually went to find my friends...then when i came back he told me to go the sleep if not he will beat me up....like whatever can...i know he wont...i really miss camp so much is it SO MUCH BETTER THAN MEGA CAMP!!!if camp was a guy i will marry him.....i miss all my members and like desmond and nikkole(i cried when she left)...before i end i would like to comment that desmond has an annoying alarm clock that like woke everyone up so early.....isit his ar..

i love camp!
btw i went for a check up because of OBS the nurse said i was sexy!!because like my BMI WAS 18.8..whoo hoo..sherrie was like i dont kno what is my BMI?i told her it was so heavy the nurse did not want to comment on anything...ya and my lastest hobby is switching off the lights when my grandfather is bathing..it will wake the whole house up because of his scream..but oh well..its so fun..bye for now and group 12 thanks for the happy memories love you guys loads ..